| Lyrics. |
[Dec. 4th, 2009|08:29 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  contemplative | ] |
If you only knew the pain
The pain I keep inside
The pain that makes me "me"
Then without it who am I
In a room with broken walls
I lay in scene and dreams
I want you to see
I'm cold and white
I'm holding on
I'll try to breathe for you
I'm crying out
I'm singing loud
You could be all I need
And I'm losing my will
Just to hold you in
I'm giving up the hope
That you could have been the one
To save me from me
And now our lips will meet
and i'll taste their defeat
I'll give in this once
I'm cold and white
I'm holding on
I'll try to breath for you
I'm crying out
I'm singing loud
You could be all I need
Still I know I'll carry on
Guide me through the life I lost
To find these faults in me
To find these faults in me
I'm cold and white
I'm holding on
I'll try to breath for you
I'm crying out
I'm singing loud
You could be all I need
I'm cold and white
I'm holding on
I'll try to breath for you
I'm crying out
I'm singing loud
You could be all I need
To save me from me
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| gosh |
[Dec. 4th, 2009|06:45 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | tifdsgks | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  bored | ] |
man i cant wait for my court date.... so i can get my car!!! and see my friends |
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| wow |
[Nov. 30th, 2009|06:31 pm] |
im tryin to get someone to take over my spot on the lease so my credit isnt screwed. im freakin out.... i hope i can get out of here in jan.... wtf!!! |
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| man oh man. |
[Nov. 29th, 2009|11:53 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | arnolds. | ] |
| [ | mood |
| | freaked out | ] |
im moving back home in january prob at the end. dont know whats gonna happen. im scared. i dont need my dad controlling me again. i dont need anyone controling me. at least now i know what controling really is. i know what caring is and stuff but now atleast i know the difference.
i know the difference between caring and controlling. and thats a big step from where i used to be. |
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[Nov. 29th, 2009|11:46 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | who cares. | ] |
| [ | mood |
| | discontent | ] |
| [ | music |
| | none. | ] |
Sometimes i feel like everyone dismisses what i say because they think I'm stupid and everything I say is dumb. Whatever. |
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| What to do now... |
[Nov. 26th, 2009|11:51 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | Arnolds. | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  hopeful | ] |
| [ | music |
| | None. | ] |
My purse was stolen out of my car. This sucks. My drivers license, 2 debit card and social security card were stolen. Isn't that great. Could my life get any more stressful. Hopefully I get this job on Monday. CROSS YOUR FINGERS!!
IM FREAKING OUT! |
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| growing up is confusing. |
[Nov. 20th, 2009|08:42 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | Arnolds. | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  scared | ] |
| [ | music |
| | My stomach growling. | ] |
sometimes I feel like I have no idea what im doing... But this time I think I have it right. I'm going to miss my boyfriend that is eventually going to be my ex as horrible as that sounds. It makes me sick inside. But I also have to think of myself and my life. Maybe its not the best time to date or even think about guys. I just need to focus on myself for awhile and get my priorities straight. I'm need to start making myself happy before anyone else. |
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| Writer's Block: Instant attraction |
[Nov. 9th, 2009|11:52 am] |
I think you have to get to know the person first before any romantic chemistry happens. So my opinion is that its evolves into something amazing. Yes I have and I've gotten 2nd and 3rd chances as well. And yes I regret it and im sure they did too. Their is no need for any chance except for the 1st one that was giving in the beging to even give you a chance to be with that person. After you mess up first its never going to be the same again and it sucks. Yes I have fallen in love with someone I didn't particulary like at first or desire. Im still in love with this person and im still with them. Looks arent everything. Well i've come to realize this myself.
I guess I have been shallow I must say.
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| arnold is watching me. |
[Nov. 6th, 2009|09:17 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | in a crazy house. | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  blah | ] |
| [ | music |
| | arnolds voice being a loony bird | ] |
i love him so much <<< he typed this.
boy am i annoyed.
GO AWAY CRAZY!!!
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but yet i still love him |
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